Stephen ‘Twitch’ Boss’ Widow Allison Holker says the dancer was never ‘the same’ after Ayahuasca

Stephen ‘Twitch’ Boss’ life changed after he went on an “Ayahuasca journey”, according to his widow, Allison Holker. During a performance on the Jamie Kern Lima show, the 35-year-old remembered how her deceased husband, who died of suicide in December 2022, was never the same after taking the psychoactive drink that is often consumed in a ritualistic environment of those who believe on its spiritual healing forces.

Allison Holker remembers how Ayahuasca changed her deceased husband forever

“I think it was a very big turning point for him,” Holker said of Twitch, promoting her memoir, so far: my story of love, loss and embrace of light. “I feel like his heart was never really in the same place when he came back. Something was missing in his eyes, ”she added.

So you think you can dance Alumna continued to say, “It just feels like he was opening something to himself that he never healed. And never fully let go, “added that she was” really sad “over the difficulties that her deceased husband underwent secret.

Holker explained that although she remembers Twitch as a “wonderful person” and would continue to celebrate him, she could not “celebrate so much of his (choice).” “It’s a really nice line, I have to go as a mother right now … because (the kids) is very hurt by their father’s decision,” she said.

The professional dancer revealed that her children – son Maddox, 9 and daughter Zaia, 5, have “a lot of triggers as they have to be in therapy now to really work through.” In his memoir, Holker calls Twitch’s death “incomprehensible.” She also revealed a note from him “Written on pages torn from a yellow pillow was found near his body, addressed to me, our children and his family.”